Why am I always angry? I am a stay home mom to a toddler and I have shared custody of my other?

child from an ex...anyways, lately i have ben increasingly angry and feel alot of rage inside (no im not gonna do anythign bad) but I feel like Im not doing anything with my life besides cleaning, and kid watching, where I live its so boring and unless you have money forget about having any fun, none of my frineds live here either and if i did have any here i wouldnt go out anyways, because my clothes look like **** and i have no money to do anything, because im a stay home mom so i have no money and when do ask my husband for money he gets snarky at me and sarcastic and says welcome to the club so i dnt get any...i have looked for jobs but there is nothing for the hours i am available, and not mention i get my other kid as well...and daycare is dumb idea so please dont mentionn that becaus eif i had the 600 a month for daycare i woudlnt need extra money...i feel like screaming most days and wish i could sleep all day, i dont feel depressed but i feel like im going no where, and the things i want to do will never happen...i am 31 and i have nothing to my name other than my truck and house...and the house is both ours...i dont feel like its mine becaus ei dont pay for it anyways...im not a churchy so please dont suggest that.